Wellllll! FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok So Carter Just Started Taking To Me Again And Told Me He Loved Me And Now He's Dating This Fat Carly Chick! I'm Pretty To I Deserve More Then This! Why Do I Get Used So Muchhh! Only People Left: Ben-G (He's Prob Using Me Too) Forest (I Just Need To End That) Tyler(Not Reli A Thing But Ya) And I an (He's Reli Ugly!) Ian IDK Just To Ugly I Don't Reli Like Him But He Loves Me So He's In My Life I Guess!
Just God Plz Help Me Out Here.... Plz I'll Change If You Want Me Too I Just Want True Love....

Cry Your Eyes Out!

I've Been Crying Alot! Oh Guess Wat Kylee's Dating Ryan! Me And Forest Talk More Now...!He Failed And Passed A Test! Cody M. Helped My Through My Crying! He's Very Niceee! I'm Not Crying Anymore Thanks To Forest And Cody

Ryan

A Love That's A Lie (Maybe)

Ummm Well Yea.... So It Was Bad

Today Was Pretty Good [: ! Hung Wit Amberr My Best Friend And Keegan My Brotherr! Forest Hasn't Texted Me And I'm Ok Wit That [: ! Ben-G Texted Me Last Night, Interesting Conversation.... I Hope He Texts Me Tonight [: The New Kid Likes Me Ewww! Haha [:

To Tell You The Truth

To Tell You The Truth I Don't Like Any Boy That Much... I Just Want Someone To Make Me Feel Good, Important, Pretty! A Guy Brings Me Life And Brings Me Close To Death.... All These Guys Could Be The One But Guess Wat I Doubt It! I Want A Love Story In A World Full Of Shit! This Place Is Hell! I'm Tired Of It, But I'll Be Fine If A Guy Makes Me That Way.... I Depend On Them.... And Yes I Know It's A Bad Thing...

Happy/Sad/IDFK

Ok, So Forest Doesn't Have A Girlfriend Yes! But He Never Texts Me! Only At Nighttttt! I Like him Still Alot Though He's So Amazing! Well To Me Anyway! [: Hopefully Tonight I'll Get To Talk To Him! I'm Hanging Wit Murfieee And Get To Call Ben-G Tonight Tooo! But If Forest Calls I'll Talk To Him Over Ben-G !

Yea Wow

I'm Home Sick Todayyy! And I Found Out Forest Has A Girlfriend Like Wat The Hell! And No One Will Text Me! Ben-G Is Prob To High To Get Upp! And Forest Is Prob Getting Freaky With His Ugly Ass Girlfriend!
                                I'M PISSED!

I D K

I don't know about Forest, I like him a lot and I haven't felt this same feeling since Tyler, and kinda Ian.... Ben-G is like not mean, reli nice I think just he's a guy I guess just as Forest is..... They don't like talking... Forest said he doesn't like people, but then last night we were talking/texting. When we were texting this was the convo:
Me: I’m sry if I annoy you
Forest: U don’t
Me: U sure
Forest: Yeah promise

Forest! [:

Chinadoll!

Then when I called him he asked why I thought I annoyed him. I said cuz he acted like I did sometimes. He told me I didn't and that sometimes he was just mad for other reasons... For some reason I thought it was so sweet, cuz it sounded like he caredd! Last night was pretty amazing. Right now Ben-G isn't texting me and nether is Forest, it's kinda making me sad... He doesn't want me to call tonight makes me kinda sad, I hope I didn't ruin things somehow. I hope somehow things work out even though I know it would be hard for them to.... Maybe the new kid tomorrow would be the one, ha lets see.... It's funny I wrote so much and no one can see it but what ever this is my love life blog I thinkk! Hehe well better listen to my grandma read I'm taking a test on this tomorrow!

New To Blog And Boyz!

Hey Ik I Have No One To See This But! I Like This Blog Thing Its Reli Cool! [: Ohhh And I'm Turning Into My Friends, Which Is Hoee! Ohhh No Righttt I Don't Knowww! Right Now Only 2 Boyzzz Matter: Forest And Ben-G! But They Live In Galsburg! There Prob Going To Be Just Another Make Out Session.... But Whatever
I'll Find A Guy Here Soon! Just Who?