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I don't know about Forest, I like him a lot and I haven't felt this same feeling since Tyler, and kinda Ian.... Ben-G is like not mean, reli nice I think just he's a guy I guess just as Forest is..... They don't like talking... Forest said he doesn't like people, but then last night we were talking/texting. When we were texting this was the convo:
Me: I’m sry if I annoy you
Forest: U don’t
Me: U sure
Forest: Yeah promise

Forest! [:

Chinadoll!

Then when I called him he asked why I thought I annoyed him. I said cuz he acted like I did sometimes. He told me I didn't and that sometimes he was just mad for other reasons... For some reason I thought it was so sweet, cuz it sounded like he caredd! Last night was pretty amazing. Right now Ben-G isn't texting me and nether is Forest, it's kinda making me sad... He doesn't want me to call tonight makes me kinda sad, I hope I didn't ruin things somehow. I hope somehow things work out even though I know it would be hard for them to.... Maybe the new kid tomorrow would be the one, ha lets see.... It's funny I wrote so much and no one can see it but what ever this is my love life blog I thinkk! Hehe well better listen to my grandma read I'm taking a test on this tomorrow!